I MET JENSEN PEOPLE. I touched Jensen people. I got his autograph. I asked him a question. He answered and looked right at me while he answered. OK, so here is how it went. Saw the show last night, sat in the back row of the theater in the center. It was a great show, the guys did a great, kickass job, selling it with their body language and voices, but I couldn't see anyone's faces we were just too far back. Then after they weren't, he and Lou, meeting anyone because families were there and they have the dual performances. I was thrilled with the play experience but felt sad and mopey because I didn't get to really see his, Jensen's face, you know if you see him you want to SEE him. Plus he is so good at his expressions in his acting. So I got very little sleep due to the fun of hanging out at a Denny's and talking to my friend late and then woke up early not feeling well. Feeling so bad in fact that the idea of going out and exploring Fort Worth wasn't seeming all that reasonable, sitting in a theater in better seats totally was. I went online and got two front row seats through ticket master. FRONT ROW CENTER. We went. WE sat. Jensen is so damn beautiful it is beyond the telling of it. And how he wears clothes, man, it killed me. Watching him have expressions flitting across his face, tear up at particular scenes, looking up his nose, not that I could cause he's too perfect for that to even occur even at that angle was all just super awesome. Lou was also nailing his performance. Such a scary performance. His character threatens to kill the Kaffe character in the play, that's not in the movie, it was chilling. Jensen really sold believing it. There was some major nuanced performances going on with the whole cast, wholly believable as these people and the humor laced throughout was delivered with perfect timing 99 percent of the time. I was impressed. I also had to be aware that being in the front row they could all see me so I had to keep reminding myself to stop staring at every little facet of Jensen's face and the way he wore his clothes, used his body to play the character and pay attention to the play. I think that would not have been such a problem if I didn't know the movie so well, so wasn't so worried about missing stuff I knew. People, I was withing reaching distance of Jensen so many times I was ready crumble. I could have stood up and made my dreams of licking his legs a reality. coltshot_1 I could have climbed him like a tree he was so close, but I wouldn't have gotten to the frackles, they were covered, so I wouldn't have been able to enjoy that. I am sad but really not because he was beautiful and full of life and so different. I did not get arrested, YAY! What happens next dirtgirl? Well, we didn't expect him to be coming out and signing anything so we went to the parking garage after the show. you may see the vid we made sitting in the trunk of my car before I changed into comfy clothes while we played around and I had this odd feeling we might catch a glimpse. I changed, I asked my friend to drive my car and to drive by the fan crowd that was hanging around and suddenly there is Jensen Ackles and Lou Diamond Phillips signing autographs. Mayhem occured in my car over me yelling PARK THE DAMN CAR NOW! my friend not want to just pull over and me hopping out and letting her make a decision. (somehow I went from I'm afraid to meet him the night before to leaping out of my car and dashing and working my way in) So I got in close to Lou, who is awesome as hell and he signed my playbook. I couldn't think of what to say so I left him alone. I don't think he would have appreciated my Young Guns jokes. Then I started inching towards Jensen. All tall and beautiful in jeans and a black tee and signing left and right and being so damn nice. They were on a time limit and it was running out. I got CLOSE. Handed him my playbill he signed while answering some dude's question about what Mary knows about the yellow eyed demon and how he relates to Sam and Dean, I wanted to smack him. Jensen just laughed and said I don't know, ask Kripke. Then I said, I have question in my small small voice. He handed me my playbill back and I asked louder. I have a question, it's weird and you're gonna think it's odd, but can I ask. Yup. mel_b_angel this is for you. I said, I have a friend online who is international and she likes this shirt of yours. "She wants a shirt of mine?" "No, she has a picture of you in a shirt and she wants one and can't find it, it's got a cassette on it and (and this is the direct route here because he was trying to follow my tremoulous nonsense) it's got french written over it----" "No, it's spanish." HE'S TALKING TO ME!!!! "OK, um, she loves that shirt and can't find it and wants to know where you got it so she can get one." "Oh, that's made by a friend of mine, I have tons of shirts like that, the whole cast wears em. It's a canadian store. You can find them online. They are called FolkHero, I think they have a myspace and you can buy it there and lots of others. Folk Hero, you got it?" So fucking friendly. "Yes, thank you so much. Can I shake your hand" He DOES!!! I TOUCHED THE PRETTY, FRIENDLY, KIND ACKLES!!!!!!!!!!!!! One more person got a thing signed and everybody was sent away as the two stars went inside. I walked away containing myself and squeezing the hell out of my friends arm. I screamed in the car. Then shook for a while, then tried to call friends, who weren't answering, called my mom who was thrilled, took a xanax. Explored downtown, drank, smoked and ate good food and listened to live music. I like Fort Worth. AND I LOVE JENSEN. He apparently can just not act badly and he's nice as all get out, too boot.

ETA:http://www.folkhero.ca/guys.html here is the adress to folkero which is not on myspace, I clicked into the mens section and that's where this takes you, all other links for the site are right there on the page. And here is the myspace addy for it, no wonder Jen was confused, they have two sites. Thanks for the my space address from rosejanice and anonymous. http://www.myspace.com/folkherocollective Have fun.

Heather took pictures of Jensen and Lou while I was working my way through the crowd. She tried to fit me in when he was talking, but all you can see is the back of my head and I DON'T care. Because it'a picture of him. they weren't posing with people, that would have taken too much time. Pictures will be uploaded when we get back to Dallas and we can connect the camera to the computer. I'm kind of in heaven now and it's been rubbed in my nose good that I am nothing but a girly girl when it comes to Jensen Ackles. And I like it that way. Also, his voice, HIS VOICE, so fucking nice. He's thin too, and very thin in the face, somehow, when they film Dean, they way they shoot him, they make his face look rounder than it is. It's beautifully angled and oh JESUS HE LICKED HIS LIPS SO MANY TIMES DURING THE SHOW I ABOUT DIED. OK, I need to shut up, except, being at eye level with his legs, when he was in Jeans you could see the bowed beauty peeking through and thank god I have restraint, I wish I could have rocked his world. Some other time. I have internet access that comes and goes. I may not be able to respond then again I may. Remember, pictures will be coming in the next few days. Love to all. Especially Jensen Ackles for being such a kind sould.

Oh one more thing, Jensen and Lou were talking about how much fun it was too work with each other. What an honor it was. Jensen was saying doing this was the hardest he's ever worked and that it was great to work with Lou and Lou was saying he was having such a great time doing the show, especially working with this guy, he thumbs to Jensen, and they were joking and Lou said no, that Jensen was really amazing and it was an honor to be working with him. Oh yeah. They had great on stage chemistry and it looks like people just can't work with Jensen and not love it. I love that. Don't you?