The real Jensen pictures thanks to rarecelebs

I've been thinking of doing this for a while. Hi all. I've set the date ahead on this post so it will stay at the top of the journal no matter what. What I am thinking is this: So often we go into each others journals and we want to explore and say stuff and don't always feel comfortable doing so and sometimes it's a matter of wanting to just check in and say hi, and sometimes it's someone needing to say something personal and having to go back to old buried posts in order to say something so that no one else will see it. I decided to make this post that place. You need to say something unrelated to something I've posted, here's where you can do it. You want to say something related but that you want to have protected, do it here. I intend to screen all comments and therefore only you and I will see them. It's your safe place away from the prying eyes of the flist and other browsers. Welcome to my journal. I intend on making it a happier place from here on out, and I intend on making it riddled with fic as soon as possible.(now that I'm no longer losing it) KISSES AND HUGS.

ETA:If you come in here to start shit. All bets are off. You have a problem I expect you deal with it as an adult. If not, you'll be considered the equivalent of a troll and treated as such.

The ever wonderful coltshot1 sent me this wonderful graphic to cheer me up. It's made by carmendove . It really makes me smile.( friend love underneath )

Ive got tons of stuff in there and it's not showing up just because I haven't been in there in a while to add more even though I've got stuff linked out to pages and it knows it. That's frustrating. I've got to get them back up. Just need to find the notebook that has the password. It got "organized" to a place I don't know when cleaning room. Will get on that soon. Stoopid photobucket.

First I attended the art show and trusted my DVR. Everything turned out just fine. Except the runners of the art show this time were jerks (not the same guy in control as before) Hung up tons of paintings of someone obviously his friend and only put up two of my guys stuff, we had to ask them to bring them out. Brian just said let's get out of here. The comic shop portion of that particular show had gone under and I'll tell ya, the arrogance of the other owner was ridiculous. Turnout was nothing compared to the shows run by the comic shop guy. Fortunately they are not fully gone. Keep an eye out for Boomstick Comics online site to turn up. Support em when you see em, good ppl, And they are Jared Padalecki certified since he did go there more than once while visiting Dallas on several occasions. Oh if only I had a way to tell him the other excellent comic shop in town he can hit up now that Boomstick is sadly gone.

Second The ideas sent to me about the cult art show were great. They did get used.

Third BOONDOCK SAINTS ALL SAINTS DAY...I WANNA GO AGAIN< I DO I DO. So much better than the first and that is saying NOTHING NEGATIVE ABOUT THE FIRST. Just that you will not be disappointed when you get the chance to see it. It's got everything that made the first great and more. Trilogy anyone. OH HELL YEAH.

Is there a word better than FUCK YOU/LOVE YOU KRIPKE! God I love our show.

Please don't spoil me, I really, really don't want to have a clue.

( Something that's been bugging me and a kinda theory )

PLEASE DON'T SPOIL ME FOR ANY UPCOMING ANYTHING. TOTALLY UNSPOILED AND LOVING IT.

( thinky thoughts )

I can put any two shows to record opposite each other and have no problems. Unless it's Supernatural. Even though that is the show with the priority. Tonight, the one time in all five seasons I missed a first run episode, sleeping, been sick. It DID NOT RECORD. But it did manage to remember fringe. Guess what. Goodbye fringe. I'm so pissed, and I really don't feel well enough to be this pissed. GRRRRR.

You know, I was worried how they would handle this seasons arc. But so far I am really enjoying these episodes. Tonights was very well acted by everyone in the cast. Definitely doing a great job. Love our show.

After a two year battle, Patrick Swayze passed away today. I was really hoping he'd beat the odds and survive it. To have made it two years, it is such a big deal. Makes me sad. Did some movies that I'll always love. And he seemed like your typical, normal, decent human being. Too rare. Peace and comfort to his family. Patrick's suffering is finally over. God Bless All.

I'd like to take a moment and remember those we lost, those who sacrificed their lives to save others, those who risked their lives to try and save others and all who were personally touched by the tragedy of September 11, 2001. Our country hasn't been the same since. We lost something precious that day. We lost so many precious things and people that day. The scope of it all still boggles my mind. Thank you all who fought, fought to save lives, fought to protect lives, fought to keep it from happening again. Thank you all who rescued people, rescued animals who lost their families and children who lost their parents. There aren't enough thank you's for all the amazing people who did and still do make a difference, work to make things better, put things right, save us and keep us safe. Bless all of us. I'm proud to be an American. I love my country and the amazing people in it. No amount of crazy attacks can change that. Also, blessings and joy to us all who are still here. We are so fortunate. It's our job to carry on, strive to be better people, to rise above the haters who commit such acts. And as much as this is a day of remembrance it is also a day of celebration and joy, so many people were born on this date, married on this date, have some special beautiful connection to September eleven. May it be a joyful day, full of love and peace and laughter. God Bless America.

If you were going to an art show held by a comic shop (not that that makes a dif, just not hoity toity is what I'm trying to say) that is celebrating cult classic icons. Example: Ash from Evil Dead Trilogy, Scarface(had no idea on that one), but yeah, cult icons, who or what would you like to see represented in drawing, painting, woodwork etching form? Limit is five. Boyfriend has got a show fast approaching and we're watching movies, but besides something from evil dead, we're kinda stumped. He can do anything. Give him a character or scene and he can make it look just as good if not better. His Star Wars show did so well. He got invited to hang anything he came up with at one of the big local restaurants here. God you should have seen his classic star wars ben kenobi. black and white acrylic and it looked CARVED. It was alive. Someone did one in color, really beautiful depiction, but it lacked the life. When I think something is shit, btw, I'll be nice about it, but I won't lie. Not even to someone I love. They deserve my honest opinion. It's MY opinion, and they can take it or leave it, but I won't just say that sucks and walk away either, I'll give legit reasons as to why I think it's not working, what might be wrong, what's working and toss ideas around and try to just be supportive and help whoever be the best at what they are trying to do just like I expect from the people who help me with advice while I'm writing. Cause it's not about making someone feel good and letting them go and make an ass out of themselves, it's about believing in them and working together to bring out the best in each other. Especially if the person is trying to carve out a career and reputation. So, saying that, I want to tell, my guys stuff was the best there. I really didn't expect that, I mean, hello, star wars. But he just blew em away and star wars isn't even his area of interest when it comes to choice in art. But he's open minded to expanding to anything cause he just wants to get better and be able to do anything that comes to mind and that's a learning process and GOD HE'S SO GOOD. So if you guys could help. Ask your cult loving buddies. (so wish I could get him to do a SPN, but I don't think it's been around long enough to have earned that status) I'm wondering, I know the Alien franchise is huge now, but was it when it first came out or did it achieve cult status and they came back for more. Cause I think it would be awesome to see one of Ripley. Please don't make me beg. Can I hear back from at least six different people? This is your niche fandom folks. Tell me what you or your friends would want to see if they walked into this thing.

ETA yes boondock saints is also going to be one he does. how could it not.

This isn't favoritism, just getting lucky and trying to do my best. A day early. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ficlover Love you, miss you and hope you have the best damn birthday in the world. May all your Dean's come true!

Hello Flist. Please pass this along as all of you are much more connected than I. In the U.S. they are going to be releasing our cell phone numbers and making them public so that we can be harassed by everybody and anybody who wants to seek us out. Or hey, those of us that have cell phones because of STALKERS and the like, isn't nice how quickly our privacy is being taken away. Anyhow, there is a number you can call to put yourself on the no call list. It takes 31 days to get going so I'd do it quickly. After that, you can at least tell people who still attempt no call and if they don't listen, report em. Not going to get into semantics of whether or not you can get the info you need to report em. I've noticed in my own home, on our land line, just saying no call list has been enough. So here is the number to call to make yourself illegal to call for sales calls etc. 888-382-1222 Good Luck, be well, I miss ya'll.

Anybody know when the torchwood miniseries is airing this summer? I've seen advertisements on bbcamerica but it can't possibly be airing here first, plus, they edit! I want the British version. Help Torchwood fans. I'm jonesing for Capt. Jack and Ianto something fierce.

Friday the 13 and My Bloody Valentine are both available on ON Demand (as well as tons of other cool stuff).

Leverage is premiering in a couple of weeks I believe, YAY.

I found my cowboy boots I've been looking for (plus about 20 others I would love to just buy up, biker, work, and cowboy) but I have to save. But then I'm just going to drive to the outlet where they make em to get em at a cheaper price. Texas and Texans are awesome.

I think I'm done. Love, love, love

Those new pics coming in from asylum with Jared and Jensen both letting their hair grow...Jensen has been quoted as saying he hates his hair. I'm thinkin (hopin) spn might start out in heavy action, maybe full on war and their hasn't been time for luxuries like haircuts and sam and dean are all scruffy and hair mussed and sexass. I still miss scruffy, perpetual bedhead Dean from early season one. Ya know when he actually looked like a person who lived his life out of a car. *crossesfingers*

You know how Jared gave the smart ass comment about bears being godless killing machines and I had H make me the Smokey the Bear godless killing machine icon? THis one up here that I like best. Ok, I haven't said much about season finale because um, let's see, no build up, no momentum, the boys were periferal to the story rather than the story surrouning them and them being the driving force. It just went the opposite in flow and storytelling than this show usually does and the decisions they made suffered for it. Yes there was some payoff. But I feel absolutely no excitement must have fall season now feelings, and that, is wrong. I got other issues, but I really JUST DON'T CARE that much. Which is saying a lot for how let down I feel especially after the first ten eps of the season had me literally bouncing off the walls with the awesomeness and immediacy of every moment. Doesn't matter I still love my show and our boys and I just got a funny idea.

So, mom got a new printer. I could do the same thing with mine, but that would require hooking it up and putting in effort, and um organizing my room and shit that I'm just to lazy to do. But it makes pictures. Like for your camera but the quality is excellent for postcards. So I want to do that postcard thing everybody does every year except individual ones. Jareds would be the above icon made into a postcard size and smokey would have BLACK EYES! Welcome back to season five, watch out for the bears. For Jensen, pic of him at convention, with incoming flying fangirl, with RED EYES. Oh I so don't know what to do for Misha...I just want to huggle him. And Jim Beaver, Bobby fears nothing. And Beaver just is too cool for that shit. So I may have to ad them in the final group Supernatural welcome back, good season five card. What ya think? or I could ask madame x what to do for the Beav...

My unrated, uncut version of ten inch hero arrived today. I'm happyness. Thanks Heather.

I really do just adore Jensen Ackles.

Not spoiled, don't want to be. so don't tell me if I'm right or wrong. I wrote this all out once and my keyboard fucked me over and i lost it so i'm not happy right now.

( my weird ideas let me share )